Hello @BlueBay I could not read your post without responding. The significance of this moment for you & for all those affected by sexual abuse is too important not to respond.
We have not spoken much & I can't give any personal advice.
I want to thankyou for sharing here. It is courageous, inspiring, generous. And more, that I do not have words to adequately express.
If I could say one thing - based on the happenings of my day today - I am planning on letting myself processing all the emotions that come with 'an ending.'
Relief, victory, freedom, independence, strength, & the other side too, - the realisation of why this is a win, & the stolen spirit I had to try my hardest to reclaim. Things that no one need ever experience.
Mixed emotions.
Finality.
And with this, somehow my subconscious is showing all those emotions that were not safe b4. Anger, betrayal, rage!
Pride, happiness, hope - these are the foundations.
And, when all that crap has finally had a chance to speak, I intend on slamming the pages closed of this book & putting it away forever.
Amazing victory.
Validation
A soul that may now, finally find rest.
Thankyou for fighting. For all of us x
